moodiness

Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I've been kind of moody for the past week and rather than pass it on to everyone else and incessantly talk about myself (isn't that the purpose of the blog?) I am getting out of that mood after having a good time out last night and mayhaps a little too much alcohol. There may have been developments with my long term waiter crush too. THat story goes as such: I was in class and got a text from him telling me that he was out at JR's and I should come join. Fortuitously, it was a Monday night, so of course I was going to be there. Well, I had a little bit too much to drink (really? you don't say). ANd this is where things get a bit fuzzy. Something triggered a talk between the waiter and I where I think I hinted (and when I said hinted I mean i said everything but let's get married and have lots of babies)that I had a raging crush on him and he hinted back that he was crushing on me.... I remember leaving the bar on cloud 9, but then I sobered up and thought OMG what did I do?!?!?!?!? THe problem is I dont remember what was said and so I don't know if i misread that entire conversation. My plan: pretend it never happened.